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Digestive Disorders Masked by Eating Disorders?

January 9th, 2015

From Mirasol ED Recovery Guest Blogwriter ~ Faith

As with any mental health diagnosis, eating disorders come with many stereotypes. Most often, eating disorders tend to be oversimplified by the general public as merely a reaction to social pressures about food and body image. Or, it is assumed the patient is probably just victim of exposure to a sport or industry that pressures people to maintain low body weights.

With steady diagnostic surge among males and the rise in increasingly younger AND older patients, the outdated image of the white, middle-to- upper class teenage female no longer works when we’re talking eating disorders.

Incredibly complicated diseases, most recent research suggests eating disorders actually result from a complex web of factors interplaying into the perfect storm. Genetics, social & familial factors, neurobiology, stress, and physical illness are just a few examples.

Eating disorders are further complicated by the fact that they are not just mental health issues. While the mental aspect is incredibly debilitating, the patient may also be suffering with complicated medical issues, which also need to be treated. In some cases, the medical issues may need to be the primary concern and treated first.

With their alarming mortality rate surpassing any other mental illness and half of the deaths resulting from medical complications, acute attention must be paid to each patient’s medical stability. Stereotypic images of stick thin, media-hyped models like “Twiggy” and “Kate Moss” along with assumptions of “teenage angst” leave many doctors overlooking the severity of a patient’s physical condition. Surmising everything as a routine “phase” can lead to failure of thoroughly examining co-occurring or underlying medical complications like gastroperesis, a condition where food is slow to leave the stomach.

Image of a woman holding her stomach

Though still underfunded, eating disorder research continues to progress every month. We now know gastrointestinal distress commonly correlates with eating disorders. So far, though, it is assumed that the eating disorder causes the digestive distress.

While some cases may be logically explained by a history of prolonged disordered eating, what if this is the root factor issue for others?

GI issues, such as gastroparesis, GERD, and colonic issues, can actually pose a close presentation to anorexia or bulimia when people begin to fear food and the discomforts of digestion. I’m left wondering how often digestive disorders are assumed to be eating disorders and misdiagnosed. Including the diagnosis of a mental illness in one’s chart changes the course of the medical care one receives and should be decided with thorough consideration.

Patients with core digestive issues are at risk of being treated improperly by the mental health system. The primary diagnosis as eating disorder sends the patient down the path of behavioral and mental health based care, where actual “true GI issues” are often minimized or ignored. Because of the “eating disorder” diagnosis, the patient is assumed to be fabricating the distress to get out of eating. Other times, the facility is just ill-equipped and inexperienced at managing the patient’s particular physical issues.

I know someone suffering with GERD and gastroparesis, who was misdiagnosed in the beginning of her illness. It is possible her initial symptoms could have been controlled with prescription medication. Almost a decade after “x” number of eating disorder program admissions, for an eating disorder she doesn’t think she even had to begin with, she now has to have a feeding tube and possibly additional surgeries.

Thousands of dollars have been spent on “conventional eating disorder treatment centers” that repeatedly missed the target. It also seemed to introduce her to a culture of “ED” that she never knew existed before. While rare, it is almost as though she learned how to have an actual DSM-V eating disorder by being in the wrong level of care.

Where do we go from here?

First, we need to continue to push for research funding toward eating disorders in general. For example, The NIH has allocated only $1.20 in research funding per affected eating disorder patient, compared to $159.00 per affected individual for schizophrenia, less than 1%.

Following suit with recent research data, eating disorders and feeding disorders have been coupled together in DSM-V. For example, anorexia and avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder are in the same category. Evolutions in eating disorder diagnosis have occurred in each of the most recent revisions to the DSM. It seems logical that some digestive and gastrointestinal disorders may also impact food behaviors that result in weight changes, food intolerances, preoccupation with food, and body image distress.

Physicians need to be mindful of this possibility as many of these same complaints come from patients with eating disorders, blurring the diagnostic lines leading to possible confusion and diagnostic error.

In the case where both digestive issues and eating disorder issues are present, individualized care is absolutely vital. Special accommodations not normally thought of as acceptable by eating disorder programs may be necessary, such as supporting a dairy-free or gluten-free diet.

If treatment providers could approach each patient as if they were assessing an eating disorder for the first time, fewer assumptions would cloud their ability to make a complete and thorough assessment.

Editor’s response from Mirasol ED Recovery Blog  Publishing Editor:

My first read through of Faith’s blog sent chills down my spine. I had to include my response because only in the last couple of months have I connected the dots between my own eating disorder and digestive distress.

I have high functioning autism traits and am easily fixated. I always had a heightened interest in food. I loved to play restaurant, make mud pies, and even had a toy grocery cart full of plastic food.

I also had a lot of extreme food dislikes and food preferences.

Eating is a multisensory experience, from the taste, texture, temperature, and even the sound of eating.

My sensory issues probably contributed a bit to my lengthy dislike list as a child, but I now wonder how much of this was also my body’s intuition telling me to stay away from foods that were causing physical distress and discomfort! In fact, it’s taken me several years of experimentation to find food combinations that work best for me. Though completely balanced with ample variety and nutrient content, most non-integrative treatment centers would consider my eating preferences eating disordered. Looking back, many of my “odd” food preferences were things that were naturally soothing to my digestion.

Basically, I’ve always had food stuff, eating disorder or not. Laxative, suppository, and enema abuse presented as my first clinically detectable eating disorder behavior, which all started at age 10. After having to receive an enema for severe constipation due to IBS, I was instantly hooked on the sense of relief from having a cleared out colon after such prolonged

This also happens to be the age when I developed suicidal ideation that eventually became chronic suicidal obsession. Stress and anxiety attacks usually correlated with more IBS flares and spasms. Of course prolonged laxative abuse only exacerbated the GI distress.

A a lot of factors merged together to create grounds for my perfect storm. In addition to depression, autism, and gastrointestinal distress, I also felt the social pressures to be thin. I was bullied for many things, including being chubby.  Perfectionistic in nature, I once checked out all of the eating disorders books available at the school library. I have an innate drive to be good at whatever I do, and the eating disorder was no exception. I became especially pre-occupied with becoming emaciated, which only worsened after my first inpatient stay, further triggered by exposure to severely ill patients. I didn’t openly admit this at the time but I also adopted a lot of ED rituals out of desire for belonging in the ED community. Socially awkward, I desperately needed to fit in somewhere. I definitely didn’t fit in at school or home.

Eventually, and it actually didn’t take long, the eating disorder became my entire world.

It leaves me wondering how the course of my life may have unfolded had my ASD and gastrointestinal issues been diagnosed when I was a tender ten.

When I was in treatment, I always complained to treatment providers of distracting sensitivity to my digestive track while following prescribed meal plans. I routinely experienced bloating, pain, constipation, diarrhea, and even hemorrhoids. Without exception, my voice was always dismissed as eating disordered thinking or ordinary body image related distress.

Digestive Disorder? Eating Disorder? Both? Great topic, Faith!

RESHARE: Ten Things I Wish Physicians Would Know About Eating Disorders

December 22nd, 2014

This is a great article originally published by Gurze – Salucore Eating Disorders Resource Catalogue blog. This article has been selected as one of their Top 5 Blogs of the year. It resonates so well with the Mirasol philosophy that we wanted to share the wisdom here with our own followers.

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Ten Things I Wish Physicians Would Know About Eating Disorders by Edward P. Tyson, M.D., Austin, TX

The most important things physicians need to know have to do not with technical aspects of assessing or treating physical aspects of an illness, although those are important. It is about the physician first addressing his or her own attitudes about eating disorders and those who have those illnesses.

1.  Physicians are lucky to have people with eating disorders as their patients. People who suffer from eating disorders are a special group. Almost without exception, they are empathic, creative, intuitive, hard working, and usually gifted in at least one of the following (and quite often in all 3): academics, creative expression, and athletic endeavors. When these sufferers are free of their illness, they are incredible people to know and be around. And their recovery encompasses all the reasons why, hopefully, most doctors go into that profession.

2.  Don’t be afraid of an eating disorder.  It is an illness, with signs and symptoms and causes, and really good treatment. What other illness would a physician feel so inadequate about and also not seek the advice of colleagues or the literature? Sadly that happens so frequently and it is the topic of sufferers, family members, and professionals in the eating disorder field. Please do not be one of those people we talk about like that. Get educated or get help, but do not ignore, dismiss, or fail your professional responsibility.

3.  Eating disorders will test one’s ability to be humble. These are some of the most complicated illnesses there are, as they involve both complex medical and psychiatric issues. In addition, there are not that many medical experts around, so, yes, most doctors will feel like they are in unchartered territory. And you will make mistakes; we all do. But learn from them and approach the problem in the way that patients expect of physicians—with a cool head and keen mind, unfettered from a sensitive ego.

4.  You will likely need help at some point. A physician cannot know all details about every illness, especially ones as complex as eating disorders. As with any illness one encounters as a physician, the professional approach is to determine what the best assessments and treatments are. Again, be humble enough to ask for or seek advice.  One can seek opinions of experts in the field in any number of ways—a phone call (a so-called “sidewalk consult”), go to the literature, use the AED medical guide, or any number of texts on the subject (consider the books by Mehler & Andersen, and Birmingham & Treasure, or, maybe even my chapter in the book by Maine, McGilley & Bunnell).

5.  You will not be able to successfully separate out the physical from the psychiatric. Both must be treated at the same time. It is no longer appropriate to say, as a physician, that these are psychiatric illnesses. Nor is it permissible for psychiatrists to say that they are not the ones to deal with the medical. Again, if you do not know, do not reject the patient—instead, call in a consultant and work with that other physician.

The same applies to medical and psychiatric hospitals. Eating disorder patients should never be placed in a medical “no-mans land” where they are ping-ponged back and forth from one to the other, each claiming they cannot treat an eating disorder. These hospitals, by the way, do not have a sign outside saying, “WE TREAT EVERYTHING…except eating disorders.”

6. Keep checking every organ system every time. Use screening tools and a consistent pattern to the history and physical to make it easier, faster, and more likely not to miss something important. Use a BMI graph in those who have restricted to predict how serious the decline is, as the more dramatic the drop or angle of decline on the graph, the more likely that cardiovascular complications are present. A dramatic drop of the BMI can be very alarming and convincing to family members and to patients (see example). As I say often in those cases, “Imagine you’re flying Southwest Airlines and this is how the plane is going down. What would you want the pilot to do about now?” The answer is universally:  “Pull up”…How soon?  “Now!”

7.  While they are complex, eating disorder’s medical complications follow specific, predictable physiological patterns resulting from the ED behaviors. However, physicians must consider the specific circumstances of that individual patient and what behaviors and conditions can predict certain medical (or psychiatric) complications. If they are purging, for example, they could have bleeding, electrolyte and dehydration issues, and signs and symptoms consistent with those conditions. Always consider cardiac complications, and in those who are restricting, screen for Refeeding Syndrome. Those who restrict should have signs of hypometabolism, with low body temperature, bradycardia, capillary refill delay, acrocyanosis, and such.

8.  Check lab values frequently, including electrolytes and especially phosphorus and magnesium in those at risk of Refeeding Syndrome. Purgers are at risk of bleeding, so the CBC needs to be followed. The AED medical guide provides a good summary of labs needed.

9.  Remember that many of the psychological issues may be a result of medical issues and vice versa. What one may think is anxiety or panic could easily be hypoglycemia. What may appear to be depression, bipolar disorder, or personality disorder may actually be malnutrition, brain starvation, and such. And the medical issues will tend to worsen what psychiatric issues are present.

10Athletes can get eating disorders, too. Don’t assume because the patient is a high performing athlete, that physical findings that would be considered abnormal in others is due just to the patient being an “athlete.” A common mistake is to assume that one’s bardycardia (slow heart rate) is due to being a fit athlete. However, if the resting heart rate is below 50, evaluate if hypometabolism and energy conservation are ongoing, and not due from a fit heart but one that is losing its exercise capacity.

Do not be surprised how many calories it takes to refeed someone who has been malnourished, especially one who was exercising heavily with their eating disorder. It can be enormous calories and the patient may only then slowly gain weight at first. This is because the metabolism has to be reversed and turned from hypometabolic to hypermetabolic and that requires enormous calories, fat, protein, and carbohydrates. It is not uncommon for someone at a very low weight to be eating 5,000 calories per day at a treatment center and very slowly gaining at a rate of 1 or 2 pounds a week after a few weeks of no weight gain or even weight loss.

If a physician were to follow just the above, he or she would know more about eating disorders than 95% of other physicians. We are not looking just for experts; we’re looking for volunteers to care for these deserving patients.


About the author -

Ed Tyson has been treating eating disorders for over 20 years and is in private practice in Austin ( He is a member of the AED’s Advisory Board and the Medical Care Standards Committee, and a co-author of the AED’s Medical Guide for Eating Disorders. He considers himself an advocate for those who have EDs, and teaches medical, nursing students and undergraduates and graduate students about EDs at the University of Texas, and presents at professional meetings whenever he can.

Live Your Life: Finding Connection When Lost

December 18th, 2014

From Mirasol ED Recovery Guest Blogwriter ~ Faith

I used to work in a level one trauma center, which basically means, you get EVERYTHING and anything. I was one the youngest employees there, earning early exposure to a number of things, and some shifts were just surreal. After a few years, death just became death. The end. To protect myself, my heart hardened. My sense of humor tarnished so that no one else could understand me beyond my co-workers.

I was the phone call no one wanted. “Are you Mr. Miller? Can you please come down? Your son is here in critical condition.”

Although I’m glad to have learned about life all I did, it took a number of years after leaving for the numbness to wear off. I could go into the blood and gore details of experience after experience, but what truly strikes me is the shadow of death. An emotion so often brushed under the rug, it’s easier to pretend it isn’t real.

One of my mother’s friends who had cancer fell out of remission just over a month ago.

In her sixties, a vibrant woman of all smiles, I always pictured her in a fluffy red boa, sparkly hat, silky purple dress, and jewelry with all the bling. When I heard the cancer had returned at a vicious rate, this image changed.


When I heard she had to go back to chemo, I made a fun bracelet for her to wear, complete with a ‘hope’ ribbon and pearls. Sometimes, small tokens like these give us a source of strength. She told me she’d wear it every time she got treatment. These are the little things to treasure that so many people let pass by.

For over seven years, I have been treated at various cancer centers due to an unknown blood disorder, and I have met and seen the most courageous, authentic, beautiful, humorous people living their life to the fullest.

I have dealt with depression, bipolar, eating disorders, etc. Sometimes I feared I would get overcome by life and let it pass by like so many of us do. Yet, here were these amazing people more full of life than anyone else I knew, despite the fact physically they were losing it. They were keeping it together where others of us just unravel, myself included. I have always prayed for these people and asked God, “Let them have their life, they obviously are passionate and have a thirst for life!”

I loved how the infusion centers were set up. The chairs faced one another, you became a group, you got to know everyone, and when a patient’s chemo was done, the nurses would come out with bells, kazoos, whistles, and a big birthday cake! In a cancer community, it’s about more than just medicine. Everyone knows your name. The staff get to know you so well, they even know what type of soda you always want, all the little things. That’s what medical care and treatment should be.

Memories flood me.

Last night I got a message. Beta had passed away before we could even get to the hospital.

Part of me almost longs for those post trauma center days, but I no longer feel that blank detached sense of darkness. I feel and experience the emotions of grieving and loss. The only condolence I am able to draw comfort from right now is that it was quick and it was painless.

If you have ever read Tuesday’s with Morrie, he wanted to celebrate his life and not have some sovereign funeral with crappy appetizers and people dressed in black all stoic. Beta would have celebrated, probably sucked some helium out of balloons, and sang karaoke with her high squeaky voice, and of course, glamorously dressed to the nines. So, I’m going to celebrate her too.

 How does this have anything to do with eating disorders and recovery?

 – Live your life –

Your life is precious. Live your life. Find connection when you feel lost. Do not zone out and let it pass you by!

Make a list or journal about how much the eating disorder has taken from your life: sports, hobbies, school, friends, finances, health, relationships, meaning, purpose, etc. Use this as motivation to no longer stay prisoner.

If you have a rough body image day, go pick out one of your favorite outfits you just love to wear. If you like to put on makeup and do your hair, go for it.

If you have friends and want to go out, do it. Getting out the door is the hardest part.

If it’s in the middle of the night, put on some good music and just dance away dark feelings rather than stay curled up. This can actually be very freeing and fun! Temporarily immerse yourself in the music and know you are beautiful. My level of dancing is right up there with Napoleon Dynamite. I actually got kicked out of a beginner’s tap dancing class my roommate and I took for fun in our twenties. I don’t care, though. I just let it go because it feels great!

Photo of a Psalms 23 CharmIf you have a special token from someone or something, keep it with you for frequent, uplifting reminders to take the next best step. One of my favorite nurses at the cancer center I currently live gave me this beautiful 23rd Psalm key chain and I always have it with me. (In fact, it’s what I use to scratch my lotto tickets) :)

Lastly, let emotions run their course. Things can get really, really hard.  At times, it will seem overwhelming and intense. This was me yesterday reading part of some book at Target with tears streaming down my face.  Despite what society portrays, it’s actually quite healthy to feel your emotions. The woman looking at me funny just doesn’t know that yet! After all, it took me decades to accept!


The holidays are coming, and they can be triggering for anyone. The triggers are not just centered on the food; it often goes much deeper into layers of relationships, memories, and years of old patterns that may resurface.

Christmas used to be my favorite time of year as a kid. The decorations, the smells, and the traditions were almost magical. Now, I am grieving and trying to use my wise mind no matter what the situation.

Be proactive and work out a plan for your holiday triggers. You are stronger than you think. Do what’s best and supportive of your recovery. This is a season of love and giving, self included! Be gentle. Be kind. Be wise.

Try not to let this be just another holiday season that passes you by. A woman in her sixties once to told me, “Honey! You might as well go for it!” Smiling, I know Beta did just that. She took life by the horns.

“If I only had a cape and tiara, I could change the world.” Beta had one; she definitely left a mark. We are hanging an angel in honor of her this year, and I know she is flying over us right now.

If you, too, are grieving this holiday season, I recommend trying to create a new tradition to honor and celebrate those you miss. A small token can make big waves.

And a mantra for you:


Keep Being Brave

Trust your Strength

Surrender your Fear

Sing Out Loud

Believe in Healing

Unleash you Joy

Celebrate the gift of Today

Never Give Up


Compulsive Overeating Disorder

November 18th, 2014

Compulsive Overeating


As we go through our lives, stress from daily routines and other factors can play a part in the development of eating disorders and other conditions. Compulsive overeating is one such condition and is also known as Binge Eating Disorder (BED). It is categorized by frequent binge eating without the consistent use of purging, laxatives, or excessive exercise to counter the eating. Often it is hard to tell if someone has an eating disorder, and it can be extremely difficult for the person to recognize what is happening to his or her body and seek assistance. Symptoms of compulsive overeating include:


  • Frequently eating huge amounts of food
  • Eating alone
  • Hiding empty food containers and trash from others
  • Vulnerability about weight or body image
  • Feeling guilty after meals


While the exact cause of BED is unknown, there are biological, psychological, and social influencers that may trigger the development of the condition. If you feel that you may be overeating, there are many things you can do to help regain control. Make sure to eat three meals each day, along with healthy snacks, instead of junk food and sweets. Discontinuing a diet, and getting enough rest and exercise can help manage stress and get your body back to its natural healthy ways. If these do not work, seeking help and treatment from your doctor or a therapist who specializes in eating disorders are the best courses of action.

Compulsive Overeating Disorder

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Coping with Weight Restoration

October 26th, 2014

From Mirasol ED Recovery Guest Blogwriter ~ Hope

101_gratitudesFor a majority of people with eating disorders, weight gain is the greatest fear, challenge, and roadblock to recovery. I get it. It’s been my hardest battle, too. I hope some of these tips help you cope with weight restoration regardless of what stage of change you may find yourself, whether just considering recovery or actually maintaining progress after treatment.

To lift some pressure to help you get started, you could try approaching your recovery as an experiment. A gain doesn’t have to be forever, but at least give yourself some time to work with the differentness of being in a weight-restored body with a nourished brain before you write it off. Hopefully, you will stick recovery through long enough to find relief. But, in a worst case scenario, you can always go back to your eating disorder. First, though, give yourself a chance.

If your body image is still making you miserable, remember that an overwhelming majority of those who recover agree that healing body image is the longest step of recovery. Be gentle with yourself as it may very well take more time for the mind to catch up than for the body to heal.

Here are 8 suggestions to help you along your way.

1. Remind yourself of why you began recovery in the first place. As time passes, it can be easy to begin glamorizing the aspects of the eating disorder that you liked. Do you want to find yourself in the same pain that motivated you to start recovery in the first place? I don’t think so! If you ever reminisce about the good old days of your eating disorder, you have to complete the picture by reconsidering the awful ones too. Dig deep and get to the ugly. What has your eating disorder taken away from you (hobbies, career, relationships, money, energy, hope, etc.)? What complications have you endured? How does having an eating disorder impact your daily life? Also, ask yourself what you are looking forward to by healing. I once made a gratitude list of 101 things I loved about life. From fresh cut fruit to freedom, what are some of your own gratitudes? Together, these are all motivators for your healing.

2. Come up with a food is fuel mantra that works for YOU, such as, “Food is my medicine right now.” Nourishment is a form of medicine, self-respect, and love. Appreciate the foods you DO enjoy. As I learned more about the medicinal values of various whole foods, I began conversing with food on a whole new level. For example, changing my use of food language allowed me to transform my relationship with healthy fats. When I learned walnuts are shaped like the brain and are a healthy brain food thanks to their Omega-3 essential fatty acid content, I changed my internal conversation from, “OMG, these walnuts are fattening and going straight to my bottom half,” to, “This is fueling my brain to help with clear thinking and stable mood. The fats are vital for my nervous system to function at optimum levels.” When I eat avocados, I still think, “Oh yeah. This is going straight to…the shine in my hair, skin, and nails.” ;)

3. Be prepared to deal with body shape, weight, and appearance comments.  Be prepared that many well intended people will want to compliment you on your accomplishment of “filling out a bit” and looking so much “better”, so much “healthier”! Some people will not know better and others may not be able to help themselves because they are so relieved and thankful. For someone still ambivalent about weight restoration, a seemingly innocent word like “healthy” can become a tossed grenade that explodes upon our recovery parade. If this happens, it helps to remind yourself that your eating disorder is confusing enough to you. Imagine how confusing it is to the general population. A little compassion can go a long way as a distress tolerance skill with these unwanted comments. In more valued relationships, you may decide to engage in conversation about how you actually interpret appearance-based comments. In all fairness, what we think at times hardly makes sense. PS. Healthy does not mean fat.

4. Just say no to “Thinspiration!” I know; it’s everywhere. The longer you have had an eating disorder, the more likely it is deeply embedded into your life. You don’t always even have to be looking for it. And it goes way beyond magazines and websites. I’ve been sidetracked on Facebook by someone’s alarming new profile picture, where they have clearly lost weight. Catching the interest of my eating disorder thoughts and with just a few clicks later, I could be perusing through photo albums of others with eating disorders –sucked into the abyss looking for thinspiration. Don’t let your social media support become a weapon of destruction against your hard earned progress. If you find yourself caught in a web of thinspiration, whether online or offline, remind yourself of why you began recovery in the first place. These people likely have very painful struggles they are dealing with, too. Every eating disorder has a shadow. Try not to torture yourself with thinspiration. Instead, fill up your newsfeed with pro-recovery outlets! 

5. Avoid excessive body checking. There are so many ways we do this without realizing it. The most obvious way is probably the use of a scale, but some things are more discreet such as seeking your reflection in reflective surfaces or measuring body parts by wrapping around your fingers. Some of us might have certain clothing items we use to reference our body in space, such as a certain pair of “skinny jeans” that we taunt ourselves with. Consider donating or consigning these items. While body checking is often intended to provide some level of comfort or relief, conflict ensues when we are not happy with the number, size, or measurement. There are schools of thought that we shouldn’t know our weight at all and others that suggest using blind weigh-ins at the beginning of recovery and gradual weight exposure over time. If there is no way you are giving up your scale, at least consider putting this quote up on a post-it note nearby, “This scale can only give you a numerical reflection of your relationship with gravity. It cannot measure beauty, talent, purpose, possibility, strength, or love.”

6. Spend time with encouraging social supports. Reduce your exposure to people who are weight or appearance obsessed. Set the tone and ditch the “fat talk” mania. Encourage your social supports to follow suit. Surround yourself with people who are uplifting and encouraging of others. You probably have enough trouble with criticizing yourself. You do not need further exposure to negative chitter chatter! Positive people will more likely help you appreciate both your inner and outer beauty. It’s also helpful to have a body image role model, whether someone who has recovered for an eating disorder or simply owns body confidence.

7. Adopt doable distraction techniques.  Distraction techniques will not cure underlying issues, but they will help you avoid behavior use, which is incredibly empowering. You also deserve a break from the eating disorder thoughts and behaviors. Urges are temporary and will pass. While they may return, it lifts one’s spirits to be able to conquer urges when they present. I have used whatever works in the moment when I need a shift in focus away from negative body image. I may choose to read, watch TV, or color a mandala. I often use essential oils as a grounding distraction. Listening to music can change my train of thought quite easily as well. You may wish to call, text, or IM a friend. Snuggle up with your furbabies. Don’t be afraid to spend some time day dreaming about a goal you’ve had. Mental rehearsing plants the seed of success. Or maybe you are a list maker. Do anything other than accept mental torment from ED. J

8.       Practice joyous exercise. Exercise can be a touchy subject with regards to eating disorders. If you have a history of excessive exercise, please consider exploring this in a therapeutic relationship, especially before reintroducing exercise into your life. Always seek medical clearance before engaging in exercise. In some cases, you may need a physical therapist to begin physical activity once cleared by your team. Exercise can have incredible benefits when practiced in moderation, including antidepressant benefits. Healthy exercise can also encourage a nourishing appetite, increased energy, and sound sleep – all elements of a balanced lifestyle. When possible, choose joy filled activities such as yoga, gardening, and surfing, where the focus is more likely to be on the activity than the eating disorder. Warning signs of excessive or abusive exercise may include: skipping social opportunities to work out, distress when a workout is missed, unwilling to allow rest days, being driving by obsessive thoughts, using exercise to purge calories, and exercising despite injury.

You’ve made it way too far and worked way too hard to give up now! I cannot emphasize enough that glamorizing the eating disorder only opens the gateway to relapse. Sure, the eating disorder served a purpose for you for a long time, but don’t forget it stopped working, which is why you decided to start your healing. If you find yourself wishing you were thinner or that you had not gained weight, know you are also wishing for all of the pain, struggle, and misery the eating disorder left you. And, you certainly don’t need all of that! You are worth a life worth living.